Rant #281

I rewrite these things so much because, in part, I am 17 years old, full of raging hormones(that i've learned to control THANK GOD) and sometimes unaware of the consequences of my actions. Maybe tomorrow I'll log on to America's 1 social networking site (that we can proudly thank for the degradation of social life AND that, yes, I do have an account on DUH)and delete this. It's what we can all hope for.

Im not psychotic, insane or depressed so scratch all possibilities out and erase all speculation. Maybe im telling you this now so that later you start to look closer and try to find flaws.

Dont worry, you're not the only one.

I fought,won,lost,surrended and won again.
Why?
Because I chose that fate.

In the little town I live in called Fremont, Ohio there lives 4 kinds of people;

1)The Aware
2)The Lost
3)The Blind
4)The Determined

I wont define any of them because I want you to read this, apply it and see what the hell you get out of it.

Too many people still hold me responsible for everything I did.



In one year Im done with high school.
Ill skip the HOORAY START OF "LIFE" ect.ect...
None of that matters, I learned.
In 5 years it won't matter which band you were really into at the time, or who was fucking who.
I hear too much of it these days, and personally, I dont care.
Im moving out my house and SPREADING MY WINGS(too be symbolic and less moralistic with the start of life shabang).


The music scene in Fremont,Ohio is just like every other city.
We're no better then the rest.
In fact, we're not even good.
We were 4-5 years ago.
But it all sucks now.
Music isnt even music; KIDS(yes, because 89% of the people going to these things are younger then me and unable to comprehend things at a high level) are doing this for fashion.
They pick up a guitar and play the same thing over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over and over.

I didnt even copy and paste that.

Regardless;
I hate music.
Its a really shitty thing.
UNLESS
you know how to do it right.
UNLESS
you can take sound and twist it in so many different ways that once the vibrations hit your head you are befuddled and cant comprehend what is happening.
UNLESS
you care.
CARE.



Im a real big jerk.
I understand this.
Some of you are reading this thinking "Something must of happened to make him so angry".

Roar!!!!!

Nothing happened. But everything did.
I was always me, so you cant say I changed.
My interests changed as I grew intellectually and began to think differently.





ART isnt waking up in the morning, grabbing your cellphone and taking pictures of yourself with puffy lips and a peace sign.
ART isnt forming a band, playing a show with songs that are about "everlasting love and devotion to an oh so special someone" and claim its all for Jesus when OBVIOUSLY its not.

ART isnt Photoshop.



I cant go back and erase any of this.
Then nothing will make sense.

I cant tell if its the Dr. Pepper or just a sudden wave of clear thoughts that is making type this for the SUPPOSEDLY 667 people that are my "friends" on this social networking site.

I hope they all read it.


My grandfather is a genius; I want you all to know that.
That man is probably who is going to be there for me to get me through the next "phase" of what we have considered "growing up."

His book is brilliant.
I advise you all to read it when it gets published.

In part I can say that I am unaware of why I am the way I am.
But how I choose to live my life in determination to be a better human being, no matter how I do it, will be my test.

I am a great human being because I am a pacifist.
I dont condone killing.
I strive to make everyone feel comfortable and to live freely.

Im a hippy.
I dont do drugs and I dont smoke
beacuse I find no desire to do it.

I dont like the smell of smoke,
but thats not what holding me back.

I just dont care.




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Politics is just another word for "power hungry deceivers talking and talking on how to not make their plans for world domination known."

But I think Barack Obama is the Kennedy of our generation.
If you disagree, then you agree with one(OR ALL) of the following:

1. Black people are inferior to white people.
2. Killing innocent people is the right way to promote peace because America is the best fucking nation on the Earth and everyone needs to be like us because WE DID IT FIRST NANANANANA!!!!!!
3. "The Dukes of Hazzards" original tapes are worth more than The Arc of the Covenant.
4. "The South" will come back.




I tolerate religion.
I really just dont like it when people want to cause me physical harm.
If you KNOW you're right, then why do you want to hurt someone who you know is wrong?
Dont you think their ignorance is enough?

Thats how I see it.

I really am a good person. Reading this may have you thinking otherwise.
Ill understand. But learn to know me. Ask.I don't get angry.